You are the peace that guards my heart
My help in time of need
You are the hope that leads me on
and brings me to my knees

For there i find you waiting
and there i find release
So with all my heart i'll worship
and unto you i'll sing

For you alone deserve all Glory
For you alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore you
Father we long to see your face

For you alone deserve all glory
For you alone deserve all praise
Father we love you
and we worship you this day.

trust you.

Absence

“I haven't seen you in a while,

yet I often imagine all your expressions.

I haven't spoken to you recently, but many times I hear your thoughts.

Good friends must not always be together.

It is the feeling of oneness, when distant that proves a lasting”

su, you know i miss you like crazy!

Sydney boy.

Vynecia :) miss those college days

Yi lin, now in UK. come back! miss those library gossiping days ;)

christine :) miss your cheekyness.

haha! justin :) still remember you sleeping during bio class when i placed that on your specs. miss you la.

timothy!! you betrayed me when you went to Monash but were still friends..i guess :P

jin ern! so did YOU and i know why.hmph! :P

huei yuih! where have you been?? never fail to cheer me up.

jane, love our long/short chit chats.. miss those days.

goodmorning.

it's late, i know but i rarely feel the urge anymore to blog even as work has suddenly taken a whole new level bombarding me with new lecture notes till it makes you wonder "is there really no end to this?"
not in med school there isnt. :)

Semester 1 and im already loaded with plenty of processes,cycles, scientific terms and long profound words that seriously tests your brain capacity. It's all apart of medical school i suppose, from the words of coldplay "nobody said it was easy". Yeap nobody did, i was actually prewarned about the load and stress i might be facing for 5 or more years. Nonetheless i find it like a transmigration that i'm yet to discover. The information that we can gain or rather the knowledge we obtain through this course is unfathomable. You think you know so much but there comes a whole list of endless things to absorb from.

For the past few weeks i have been spending time just trying to engulf everything that has been taught. It definetely is not easy but when studying comes hand in hand with friends around, it's way better. Somehow you retain the information better and it boosts your morale to a certain extend. So thats why i have changed my whole scope of studing and am bringing it to the library where all the book worms are ;) haha... this is not as bad as it sounds.

On the brighter side, i had fun today jamming at the music room in IMU. Well, it's not so much of me doing the jamming cause my band or our upcoming band to be didnt really prepare songs to practice on so instead we stood as spectators watching in awe the hidden and NOW revealed talents of IMU. Yes the electric guitar player went sky rocketing as he slid across the guitar strings with fingers moving with the speed of....whats faster than light... his fingers ok! no kidding. It sounded great. Adding to that the drummer was pretty good to, so i asked him to teach me a few beats, he did and surprisingly i manage to follow spot on. ;) hmm..hidden talent?perhaps. All i need is practice.

soon afterwards had a meeting with church friends as to discuss on our screen play tomorrow afternoon. Excited as i have never officially acted before in anything. I'm usually the background prop or the women that screams behind the scene's. Well so happen i have that role in this play but with a little extra lines to it. I hope i dont freak tmrw then forget my lines, or not i'm gonna have to do some improvising.

It's later already and im really feeling tired. Of to my bed now.
goodnight.

Wrecking ball.

I made a wreck out of my hand,
I put it through the wall.
I made a fist and not a plan,
call me a wreckless wrecking ball.
I threw my plates against the walland give it all I got.
I aim to break,
not one but all,
I'm just a big ol' wrecking ball.

I am unruly in the stands,
I am a rock on top of the sand,
I am a fist amidst the handsand I break it just because I can.

It takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall.
You gotta wanna break the hearts of all those pretty porcelain dolls.
You gotta wanna be the drummer in the band
You gotta wanna be a battle ring ram
You gotta see the artistry in tearing the place apart with me

*the music for this song is unbelievable. ;) love the drumming.